Update

I decided last week that I needed to post a

 "Non update, update" because there was 

nothing new to report but I just wanted to let 

everyone know that I was still kicking around, just not in the

 infertility world. Sometimes you just need a break. 

I NEEDED a break. With as much love

 and support that the infertility world offers, it also 

can be really overwhelming to see people moving forward 

with their plans while we sat back and

 literally had to relinquish all control.

My OB/GYN sent in the referral to the RFP at 

the end of January and I knew that we would 

have at least a 3 month wait before we got an appointment. 

The relief of taking a break quickly vanished into anxiety

 about not knowing what would happen next.

 Patience is not my strong suit and the

 not knowing ANYTHING was awful.

On Tuesday May 3rd @ 11am I got the 

call we've been waiting for. We have some 

paperwork, a repeat SA, and 7 weeks to wait, 

BUT we finally have an appointment. 

When I first got off the phone, I was feeling

 really anxious. My heart was racing, I had a bit 

of a cold sweat, but I quickly realized that it 

wasn't anxiety, it was excitement. The relief of actually 

having a date is indescribable. 5 months to the day that our 

referral was sent in, we will meet 

our doctors and get some answers.